Okay, this is Claire here.

I am getting irritated. Maybe, yeah, Kai Ning, you do have problems. Maybe you are better than everybody, and maybe you did try not to post stuff. I'm acknowledging these facts.

I don't want to get anyone into trouble.

Yeah, you might think, who is Claire to interfere. Not like I care.



I'm not taking sides, Kai Ning. But you do have to realise what you type can be pretty damaging.

No, I'm trying not to preach here.

But I want to get my point across.



Ever since this school year started, sure, I have problems. You have problems. We have problems. Everyone has problems.



Kai Ning, there is a saying; Out there, there is always somebody who's going to be better than you. But this rule applies to you, too. You could be that somebody for other people.

You can. And I'm not about to stop you.



But we can't be good at everything; maybe you can; maybe I can't. But if you try to do everything at once, it's not that I'm criticising you for your effort.



But sometimes it gets hard. Even though I am probably jealous of other people like you, yourself, Grace, and maybe even Kimberlyn, I am trying to deal with the fact that sometimes, you have to step down and leave the leadership to other people. You should share.



You are only born with the things you have, the things you choose to instill, and the experiences others impart to you. Try to accept that fact.



Kai Ning, don't reproach yourself. You don't have to be better than others; there is no need for it. at the end of the day, we can't do everything at once.



Look; I know you don't take others' views. Just take this as advice-no matter how stupid you think I am or that I don't have a frigging right to post all this shit.



I'm trying to help, okay? and what you post does make a difference.



-Claire